Hoping to start again...

Hey all.
I guess I'm going to have to start off by telling you how my life is going now.
Well, I'm 21 years old now. I came home from college for a few years. At one point, I was living in Cleveland, Ohio.. however that's not a time we like to talk about. Since I last posted, I really only talked about my lyrics, which I hope you've enjoyed! I like writing, I haven't had a whole lot of time to write more, but hopefully soon I'll get back into the swing of things.
Since I've been home I've been through quite a bit of different things. My health once again is taking a turn down hill, but all my doctors have been great. We're getting closer to finding out what's wrong with me slowly but surely. I'm glad to say the biggest joy was getting my tests for Leukemia back, they were in fact negative. I'm pretty sure my heart stopped when they told me. However, the best part was getting to tell my 2 best friends Zach and Joe the good news (I'll give you an update on my friend here in a bit)! Joe was a little bit easier to tell, he's my next door neighbor, so basically I sent him a text telling him to come outside when him and his family were done eating. He texted me for like the next 20 minutes trying to figure out what it was all about... Anyways, I had to wait like an hour before he could come out... He ran over to the fence so I could let him in (we're not allowed inside while my parents are gone) and he sat on the tile and looked up at me... "Well...?? What do you have to tell me???" I looked down at him and began.. "Well, you know how they told me I have a swollen spleen and they said it could be any number of things ranging from bad to worse right?" "yeah?" "Well, they did the mono test and it came back negative..." (Joe's reply) "Really, well, that's good that you don't have mono... WAIT.. no.. its BAD.. that means it's worse like.. cancer.. or leaukemia!" (Me) "Yeah it could be worse... they did some blood work to see if I could have Leukemia though.." (Joe) "AND...?" (Me) "Well the results are back.. and.. well.. you see.. they're.. NEGATIVE!!" (Joe) "WHAT??!! OH MY GOSH THAT'S GREAT.........." I put a long "..." because the rest of what he said became a blur.. I think it's from him picking me up and hugging me and turning and talking 100 miles an hour! But anyways, that was one friend down.. Next was to tell my favorite, Zack :) This one was going to be a little tricky. He's the one who really knew how nervous I was about it and asked me almost every day if I'd got it done, so I wanted to tell him specially. Then again that in and of itself was going to be difficult since he had JUST left for school a week or so ago. I refused to tell him via text or phone... so I decided skype was the best option.. but seriouslly how do I do that? So, I sent him a text telling him "Oh I have something to tell you that's like oooooooooober importance!!! So a small (or not small) Skype session is a MUST" (Pics of the text will be added later when I figure out how... Anyways, that was at like 6 and I had to wait till like.. 10! Uhhg I hate waiting to see him. But yeah he called me on skype and I blocked out my face so he could only see notecard. Yes, I wrote it on a series of notecards! (Yes, pics will be added) The notecards said... "I HAVE...EPIC NEWS...MY TEST RESULTS...FOR LEUKEMIA..CAME BACK!...THE RESULTS ARE...NEGATIVE!!!!!" Yeah, he kinda guessed before I could finish, but I knew he was really happy.. mainly because he was really really smiley.! But yeah.. so for the most part health wise, I'm okay, just frustrated with not knowing whats wrong with me.

Soo yeah, what else has been going on in life... Oh yeah, well I've kind of had a rough time with keeping friends after coming home from my move. I use to hang out with like 20 different people. However, now I only really have like 6 friends, and 3 that I'm really close to. They're pretty awesome though. Breanna, Zachary, Joseph, Jonathan, Adam, and Joshua. To make telling you about them easier, I'm goning to make them all feel special and give them a special blog posting.

Okay, I'm going to go for now, I'll add the pictures and postings when I get  home!!

Tata for now TT for later!